p/s : i love you

the movie had gave me wonders. Starred by Hillary Swank and some spanking great actors and actresses including Gerard Butler and Lisa Kudrow. A must watch romantic movie. Yes i know it is an old movie but its a another great romantic movie!! Sorry, i can't escape from being the typical hopelessly romantic kinda gal. I was loving it and loving it more when there was a part where Holly went to Ireland which made me miss my girls in Dublin more :( *sobs* but :) they are coming back in October so hoorah for that.

I watched it Friday night and the first 5 minutes made me relate to my relationship and how we love to argue and kiss-and-make-up in the end, just like Holly and Gerry in the movie. I watched it with Kakak (not my biological sister, but my home-maker, i refuse to call her maid) and she thought it'd be great if i send the DVD to my boyfriend (whereever he is now) so he will get an idea of what's happening, a view from my perspective and all, InsyaAllah. Seriously, i did not think of that, but hey why not?

I loved it and had a new perspective of relationships and how complicated a women minds works.

P/s: i will always love you

P P/s: Thank you loved ones for all your support (you know who you are :)

love, drama, relationships

"my heart has been broken by the person i love most and it had been broken into pieces and i need him to fix it"

I know my friends or family will think its another episode of my drama. But NO! Sorry to disappoint you but i'm disappointed myself. I don't understand this part of a relationship where i have to go through thick and thins, highs and lows whatever-nots but believe it when i say "Yes i'll be your girlfriend or whatever", I'll try my best to do the best i could, I'm not the type to sit and watch my relationship grow, i work for it, i'll nurture and care for it. For heaven's sake,whatever crap am i talking about?

I know a part of me wants to fight this battle and another part of me just wants to let it be, but how am i to watch and just watch? When you watch movies, when you read books or articles in magazines, you'll somehow experience the part where one party will fight to win till they die - or not?

So. that means i'm willing to fight and win it. But it seems like he had lost hope in it, he said he wanted the best for me and what not but i believe we can suit ourselves, adjust here and there, tune our egos, increase the capacity to understand each other and love each other more. right? or did i get it wrong?

I believe in a relationship, there'll be mishaps , misscommunications, misunderstandings but mine is rather waaaayyy too much and i take it as a process and i believe that if i am able to pass all these, i'd learn to handle future problems better. like the saying "berakit-rakit ke hulu, berenang-renang ke tepian, bersakit-sakit dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian".

I'm only human, i have my limitations, my patience, my big-head and all. Tapi like Attie said "Sabar itu separuh daripada iman" I definitely know that but how long more?

I know he can live well too, he has his family and the fact that i'm far from him, duh! But i'm certain that he needs me as well. To cheer him up after a long day at work, to have sweet talks at night, to laugh at his jokes, to reminisce memories, to hear him sing and play the guitar whenever i want to, to remind him for his meals, to remind him to smoke lesser, to know there is someone to talk to anytime without scrolling the phone book twice and being indecisive on who to call and to tell him that i love him every now and then? Tell me how am i suppose to live without all that?

I'm definitely confused if this is a challenge for him and i or its a calling from Allah s.w.t. I don't want to go against His will, yet i'm uncertain if i can cope with my feelings, my brokenheart. All i need is more patience, more faith, and more love."Ya Allah berilah aku petunjuk"

Made of Honour

gorgeous Tom (Patrick Dempsey) and Hannah. Gorgeous, simply gorgeous.

i love the movie.
it was funny and romantic.
yup, my type of movie, romantic comedy.
if you like it as well, pls pls pls watch it.
i somehow had tears in my eyes.
i dont wanna spoil it and tell you the story but here's a spoiler.

have fun!!! tell me if you did okay? :)

UITM di hatiku

no. not me. Elly is going to UiTM Melaka. Congrats Sista!!

It somehow made me sad.
Sad that she's leaving me behind. Sad that i'll be shopping alone. Eating alone. Hmm
Less fun. Less gossips. Less hairdo's. Hmm

She'll be miles and miles away. I'm aware of technology. Please dont remind me. Thank you.


Some people think that i'm just over-reacting but HEY! she's my sister, just let me be sad for awhile ok. Hmm :(

Guess, i'll need a new hobby.

To Elly with love,

You'll always be my only sister

I love you

I wish you luck and all the support you need

I wish you all the love and happiness

Have fun while you're there

Have fun meeting new friends

But always remember where you stand

Remember me, our family

Remember your grounds and Allah s.w.t

Remember that Solat is your pillar

I want the best for you and

I want you to know that i'll be there,

anytime, anywhere

and i will always love you..

(pardon me for being emotional over this)

manic monday

june 16th 2008

mad day. eventhough not much papers piled on my table still it was mad. i vowed for retail therapy with Elly for no reasons. yup, no reasons and the next thing i know i had 2 shopping bags with 4 tops and 2 shoes. yup new shoes. red and black. as expected, im wearing the red one today :) sukenye hati!

my red shoes a la sophie ellis bexter

Retail therapy was mainly to shoo away my thoughts away from everything possible or perhaps nothing.. so anyway there was indeed a need to shop.

Oh and there was a joke i had yesterday that so tickled my belly. I called in for an appointment, where? doesnt matter. so when i said i wanted to make an appointment tomorrow at 4.30pm, the person on the other line was like "Okay, your name is Miss....". So i was like "Noradura" and spelt it just in case she got me wrong.

I was like in a Spelling Bee competition, like what Elly said. I was going "N..O..R.."and so on. I believe the line was noisy, which i dont think so cos the lady went "N..O..I..E..D..U..I..E". I'm sorry but what does that spells? I'm like laughing and she was "hello..hello" and i corrected her again stressing the "R" and "A". My goodness.

Then all of us were laughing cos we couldnt figure out what "NOIEDUIE" was. Maybe it is pronounced as"No-ee-do-ee", cute but no thank u.
So that was joke of the day!

P ramlee the musical

yay! im back from the weekend. Good stress-free full of fun weekend! I should do this more often :)

P.Ramlee the musical, as expected, was seriously good and funny. Liza Hanim and her beautiful voice, she really did well portraying herself as Saloma and Musly Ramlee was really,really good. It's like watching P.Ramlee himself. Atilia as Junaidah and Melissa Saila as Norizan was also good. It shows all the effort they put in. Then, i saw someone i know. Its uzana Ibrahim herself in the musical. She was great as well. i just cant imagine her not being a god performer. Last but not least, standing ovation for Roslan Aziz and Adlin Aman Ramli for all the hard work. The show was remarkably good.

Then, i met Nad who decided to meet in Curve since it's much closer to her place and the fact that i need that boost from Marche. Dinner at Marche was good. I had the beef supreme pizza, I had roasted chicken and mushroom soup (i think i had them :) , Nad had lamb chop, sister with rosti and fruit juices for everyone. Me, my bestfriend (one of the 306 gals) and sister. i'm truly blissed.

Nad and i at Marche - 14 June 2008

We headed for ikano, for a walk like i said, in order to burn all the stuff we had. We were quickly browsing through Ikea and indulged in the Vanilla Icecream at RM1, currypuffs and hotdog. Yummy and creamy. We later on sent Nad home to Sg. Buloh and met Noah and Neil, Nad's nephews while Heidi the niece was already snoring, no sleeping to be exact.. Sangatlah We later went to Hartamas Square just to tapau Lala and Nasi Putih for supper. Haha!

Sad that Attie couldnt make it to P.Ramlee cos the tickets were sold out! and to Curve cos Lan, her bf, is going to start working soon which includes weekend and menurut Attie, its their last weekend outing. But it'd be better with you around, lagi rancak kite berbual, hahaha.

p/s: Attie, lift up ur chin la babe, its not the end of the world, k. I'm sure he'll have time for you or you could just drop by and see how he's doing, ok?

Now, back to reality, i have to settle all the accounts and what not. hmm, hopefully something exciting for this week :)

KL here i come

this weekend. yes.

i'll be in KL mainly cos i'm meeting up with Mr Boyfy and i also need to meet Nad (who came back for good from Ireland), to meet Attie and Lan (we're going for P Ramlee together) and hopefully to shop too.

just cant wait. My flight tomorrow is at 1215. As usual, flying with AirAsia. I booked the tickets a few days back. Regret it cos i had to pay RM460 for 2 (for my sis and i).

Same goes to the P. Ramlee the musical tickets which was only bought yesterday during lunchtime (biaselaa, being indecisive) and also the booking of our hotel. Late. Again. It was not planned, so i had to pay double. Double trouble.

P. Ramlee the musical was also last minute. Kak Rina was persuading me to go for it cos she went the and was like "Yong best gile!!!!!Kak rina nak pegi lagi, tapi tickets sold out." Hmm you get what i mean now?

So this might, yes MIGHT be my last entry for the week. Have a good weekend!